Uzumaki sat by one of the tables in a corner and he waited for Sasuke, while playing on his phone.
Suddenly someone sat in opposite seat to him. It was a guy with blue hair, and blue eyes. He was wearing white t-shirt with some overprint, jeans and some sneakers. He was smiling at Naruto, while looking at him with flirty eyes.
-K-kaito! - after a moment of silence Naruto spoke up.- but...but...what are you doing here?! You were meant to move to Europe!
-Currently I have some "Japanese holidays"- he smiled widely, while moving his hair away from his eyes. His blue hair were like an ocean waves, which were hanging loose on his on his forehead and eyes.
Kaito was one of Naruto's friends. A close friend...
Of course he wrote an entry in his diary too. Few weeks later it turned out that , he has to leave with his parents to Europe...Naruto began to tell himself that it wasn't a coincidence...
But that's life, someone goes, someone comes...
-You're waiting for someone - guessed Kaito.
-Yes, yes...for my boy...eee...friend!
-Naruto! You've got a boyfriend!- shouted Kaito.
-Shut up, blue seaweed! - Naruto looked at him angrily.
-Oi, oi, don't be so angry! I just missed you.
-Missed me, or missed teasing me?
-The second one too - Kaito smiled kindly - so what's up with you...and...-he lowered his voice- your boyfriend?
-Arghh!- Naruto's voice caught more attention, than Kaito's shout about a "boyfriend"...- OK since you want to know. We are meant to go with Sasuke to a cinema, but he's late...
-Oo...his name is Sasuke. Very nice...very...
-KAITO!- Naruto smiled at him. He missed messing around with him.
Naruto felt his phone vibrating.
He got a message from Sasuke.
"I will be a bit late. Take the same route as we always do. Let's meet by the cinema or on our way there."
-Eh...I have to go.
-And you will leave poor Kaito-chan alone? - Kaito did a begging face.
-Yes...I will let Kaito-baka stay here.
-But Kaito-chan won't leave his friend alone! - Blue-haired boy glued to Naruto's leg.
-In that case come to a cinema with us!
And that's how Naruto together with his old friend, was on his way to the cinema.
They turned into some empty alley. No one was there, and on both sides there were walls.
Suddenly Kaito turned around and he pushed Naruto against the wall.
-Kai-kaito! What are you...-Naruto got silenced by Kaito's kiss. Kaito was holding Naruto's hands, so that he wouldn't be able to push him away, so he could enjoy this moment for a bit longer.
Smash
Smash
And Sasuke's heart got broken into pieces.
His body became hot after seeing Naruto, who was being kissed by another guy. Sasuke thought that Naruto isn't even trying to push him away. He thought that he wanted that...
It looked as if Naruto pulled that guy to himself...
Sasuke turned around. He ran away. He wanted to get far away. Far away from that view which he had in front of his eyes. For the first time in his life...he wanted to cry...and he did cry for the first time that he could remember.
-Sasuke!...Kaito let go off me!- Naruto couldn't escape from his grip. He also couldn't stand looking at his loved one running away.- Kaito!
-So the son of a lawyer...was your boyfriend...-Kaito hugged Naruto.- don't worry...I missed you. I missed your blonde hair and blue eyes.- Kaito bit Naruto's ear.
Uzumaki pushed him away. He punched him in the face.
-I hate you...- Uzumaki whispered and he ran off.
-Well...seems like it didn't go well for me...-Kaito rubbed his cheek.
***
For the entire weekend Naruto couldn't contact Sasuke.
He didn't pick up the phone. He didn't open the doors.
But Uchiha surely will show up on Kiba's party. Then Naruto will try to explain everything to him. he will understand...because...he loves him, right?
***
He saw Sasuke on the balcony. He passed through all the dancing people.
For a moment he doubted whether to come up to him or not...as if he had to confess all over again that he loves him.
-Sasuke, I would like to...
-Apologize?! Whatever...
-What...but I want to explain, you...
-Naruto, there's nothing to explain.- Sasuke gave him a mocking look. Uzumaki was scared of it, it couldn't mean anything good.- You just wanted to toy around with me. So? Was it fun?
-Sasuke...let me explain...I...
-Leave me alone. Go back to your blue lover, because I'm already in a relationship with someone else.
-But Sasuke! - Uchiha didn't react to his calling. He was too proud and angry at him. It really hurt him every time he recalled that view: Blushing Naru, as if he was ashamed of himself. Being not kissed by Sasuke, but by some blue-haired guy. A beautiful guy...
Naruto after a moment of thinking ran after Sasuke. What did he saw? Uchiha put him in a situation that he went through himself. Uzumaki saw how Sasuke is kissing with Sakura. He saw Sasuke passionately kissing Sakura, who moaned from pleasure.
Naruto ran away.
...
He was walking along the pavement alone...fully alone...it was dark. Tears were flowing down his cheeks. He fell on his knees and he let his emotions loose...
He never cried so hard before.
-Why! Why! What did I do to deserve this?! Kill me! Kill...I don't want to live any more...- He lay on the middle of a street alone...but it didn't matter to him, he didn't care about anything, nothing was important to him any more. Even his own life...-Darn Kaito...damn Sasuke...I hate you both...why everyone only hurts me...- his crying voice filled the quiet streets.
Coincidentally Kurenai was walking in that direction. She was coming back from some meeting with friends. It wasn't that late after all...like 9 pm.
-Naruto? Is that you?- Kurenai was surprised by seeing the boy, plus in such condition.- Naruto what happened?- he didn't reply. He only kept crying. The woman wasn't strong enough to pick him up, so she only pulled him in her direction, so he could at least sit up.
-Naruto, tell me what happened?- The boy only looked at her.
-Why in the end everyone has to hurt me...? he said while suffocating a bit from crying. Miss Kurenai always thought, that Naruto is the type of guy who never cares about anything...it seems like she was wrong. She hugged him like a little boy. She didn't know what to say so she at least lend him a shoulder to cry on.
She brought him over to her house, since she lived near by, and she prepared some hot tea. When Naruto fully calmed down, she asked him to tell her everything about what happened, from beginning to the end. To explain what made him feel this way. He only looked at her with sad eyes, which were red and swollen from crying, and with ironic sad smile he said "A heartbreak".
It was already very late. Kurenai was scared to let Naruto go home alone. She called his mom so that she could pick him up, but she wasn't currently in town. Naruto has been forced to sleep over at his teacher's house. He kept crying while pushing his face against the pillows, in a guest room.
***
It really hurts when you see someone who you love a lot, getting intimate with someone else.
And the fact that this person is doing it on purpose just to hurt us, hurts even more...
Naruto's heart was breaking into pieces every time he saw Sasuke smiling to Sakura, seeing him hug her and kiss her.
Uzumaki got distant from his classmates. He didn't want to talk to anyone. He only looked with sadness at Sasuke. Gaara tried talking to both of them separately, but he couldn't come to an agreement or understanding with neither of them. He couldn't do anything about it. Although he knew that something bad is about to happen...
***
Knocking.
Naruto went to open the doors. Behind the doors was Kaito who was smiling from ear to ear.
-What do you want? - mumbled Naruto while looking at him with eyes full of hatred.
-Can I come in?
-I don't think so.
-I just want to talk...
Naruto after a moment of doubt, has let him in, and with sad expression he has led him to his room.
-So...you and Sasuke...-Naruto has hit Kaito again.
-We would still be together, if not for you. Besides Sasuke isn't better. For one kiss, he keeps getting intimate with that pink slut.
-You still love him.
-Love?! Love?! He goes around and he kisses her, touches her...!!!- Naruto's anger dropped.- While it could have been me...- tears flowed down on his cheeks...- I don't know myself any more, if I love him or hate him...
-It's not that you don't love him...but...
-YOU BETTER SHUT UP! I'm sick of you and your careless actions!
-Forgive me Naruto.
-What did you want to achieve by that?! What did you expect?!- Naruto's angry eyes have became sad again.
-I expected you to throw yourself in my arms. I never expected though, that you will suffer so much.- Uzumaki was surprised by Kaito's reply. Kaito got up from Uzumaki's bed and he walked up to Naruto. Uzumaki's heart started to beat like crazy. What will he do now? They are home alone. What if Kaito...what if he...
Kaito was reaching out for him with his hand. Naruto closed his eyes, he was afraid of what might happen next. Kaito only grabbed his hand and kissed it.
-Maybe you can forgive me one day...- he said while leaving,
Naruto didn't know what to think. Who to hate? Who to love? What to do?
He saw a razor blade on his desk.
-We are left alone...my friend.- he said while scratching the skin on his forearm, with his blade. He didn't want to kill himself...he only wanted to make his physical pain stronger than the mental one.
Just like before...blood, guitar and good music...that kept him alive...
***
Knocking.
Sasuke opened the doors to his house. He saw a bit taller guy than him, with pretty face features, blue eyes and blue hair. He looked attractive, even to Sasuke, but Sasuke pushed that thought aside.
-What, who are you...?
-Kaito. I came to talk to you.- he introduced himself while getting a closer look at Sasuke.
-Ah, Naruto's new boyfriend...not like we have anything to talk about.- Uchiha began to slowly close the doors.
-I'm not his boyfriend...- said Kaito. Sasuke looked into his blue eyes. His eyes weren't the same colour as Naruto's, they were a bit darker. But they had the same look in their eyes.
Naruto's blue eyes.
Sasuke has been wondering for a week, why Sakura's light green eyes, aren't blue, or why her pink hair aren't blonde and messy...
-I want to explain some things to you.- Kaito went inside the Sasuke's house.
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